If I would have known earlier in my life how important it is to have children with someone who is responsible, and responsible with money, I would have done so. The child support I receive doesn't even pay for groceries, or my electric bill (I live in a small apartment so the bill isn't surprisingly large). I sometimes wonder what's the point. The reason I receive so little is because of the 50% custody schedule, and he doesn't make that much more than I do. Don't get me started on that particular topic because that needs it's own blog! Anyway, I thought about fighting for full custody and forgetting the 50% bull, but the reality is that I have no right to take my children's dad away from them. As much as we don't get along and how much I would love to keep the kids to myself, I do have to be fair to the kids. They still need their dad in their life. DAMN my self-moralistic values and wanting to be fair and true! DAMN YOU!
Well, it is what it is, and I have to do my best to make ends meet. Anyone wanna buy some jewelry? :)
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